LIE ... THE GREAT ENEMY WITHIN

LIE ... THE GREAT ENEMY WITHIN

LIE ... THE GREAT ENEMY WITHIN

LIE IS THE GREAT ENEMY WITHIN ... ITS THE BAD THOUGHT PLANTED TO CONTROL YOU ... BUT IF QUESTIONED AND FLIPPED OVER .. IT COULD WELL BE THE LESSON THAT SETS YOU FREE.  

IT IS A PERMISSION YOU MUST GIVE THE SELF .. AS I DID .. COME ON GET OFF MY BACK .. I COULD CARRY ON TOTING YOU ... FOR ME IT WAS EASY UP TO A POINT .. BUT I SOON REALISED THAT TIME WAS BEING SPENT IN KEEPING THEM ENTERTAINED JUST BY REPITION ... BUT IT WAS A DUD'S GAME IN THE END. BUT SO IS BOREDOM.

A PUPIL IS ALWAYS A PUPIL .. BUT THE TEACHER HAS A BAG OF ARSENAL .. MANY TRICKS UP HER SLEEVE. I WILL ALWAYS BE THE FOUNTAINHEAD FOR I AM ITS RIGHTFUL OWNER. I LOVE TALKING IN THE FIRST PERSON.

BY BEING A LEADER OF MY I ... I AM NOW THE LEADER OF MANY. IF I .. AS RODA DID NOT OWN THE CAPACITY TO LEAD MYSELF .. I.E. SEE AND BE THE CHANGES I WANTED TO SHOW OTHERS AS ENTIRELY DO-ABLE ... AS THE SINGULAR I .. WITHOUT ANY OUTSIDE SUPPORT AND WORKING WITH CIRCUMSTANCES PITTED AGAINST ME .. MOST OF THE TIME ... I THEN CAN NEVER DOUBT MYSELF EVER AGAIN. EVER TRIED FEELING BIG WHEN ALL AROUND YOU PEOPLE SAW YOU AS JUST ABOVE ORDINARY.

I COULD SEE MY WHOLE PICTURE BUT THEY SAW ME ONLY IN THE MANY STORIES THEY READ.  TO ME THE GAIN FOR NOT BUCKLING DOWN IS SO VISIBLE .. MAKING MY BLOOD BOIL FOR THE MANY TIMES I FOUND MYSELF HELPLESS .. JUST SO I EXPERIENCED OTHERS' PROBLEMS .. THROUGH EXPERIENCING SOME MYSELF .. A REMINDER TO CONTINUE TO BEING KIND DESPITE EXACERBATIONS TO THE CONTRARY. THIS WHEN IT CONCERNED ME I FOUND UTTERLY UNNECESSARY .. EXCEPT THAT AS A TEACHER .. WHICH IN TRUTH I WANTED TO BE .... IT IS A PERMISSION YOU MUST GIVE THE SELF .. AS I DID .. COME ON GET OFF MY BACK .. I COULD CARRY ON TOTING YOU ... FOR ME IT WAS EASY UP TO A POINT .. BUT I SOON REALISED THAT TIME WAS BEING SPENT IN KEEPING THEM ENTERTAINED JUST BY REPITION ... BUT IT WAS A DUD'S GAME IN THE END. BUT SO IS BOREDOM. THE ETERNAL DRAMA OF OPPOSITES HOLDING THE EXPERIENCE OF THE ALL. IT DID NOT MAKE ME KIND TOWARDS ANYTHING .. AU CONTRAIRE IT TOUGHENED ME UP SO THAT I DID NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF ... GOD ALLOWING ME A FREE HAND TO BEING THE ARBITRATOR OF MY DESTINY.  THROUGH THIS EXPERIENCE I CAN PROVE TO ALL THE WOMEN AND MEN .. THE TRUE EQUALITY OF THE SEXES ... LEAVE EACH WELL ALONE AND IT FILLS UP BY ITSELF.

                                     

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